A few weeks ago, I read somebody's post response indicating that they "felt like getting depressed".....or some such thing. This Bear can relate, because there have been a few times in my life that I forced myself to become depressed. I am not even sure I can explain "why?".
Is this unusual? Could it be because I am more of a control freak than I would like to admit and bringing on my own bout of depression leaves me in control? That way I can bring it when I want it and (hopefully) make it go away when I am done?
Is this insane talk?
I think not.
I even have a mind-bank-account of the songs I need to listen to or the movies I need to watch.....to bring on the depression.
Note: I will know the extent of my lunacy by the number of responses.
Bear Listening To "Like A Straw In the Wind"