I am applying for a MS degree and asked one of my former professors to write me a letter of recommendation. He kindly accepted, and congratulated me on my job as an environmental planner. I gave him the Internet access code to submit the letter of recommendation through the University's website. He submitted it within a day which seemed extraordinarily fast.. I cannot see the content of the LoR through the website and upon my request he refused for a personal copy for my record. I am concerned of the content and whether I do or do not want his LoR submission now. When I've applied to other programs usually a recommender will give me a coPy for my records.
Does it seem unusual to you all that my professor would want to keep the letter of rec confidential?? Am I being paranoid?
From a worrier!